Decisions, Decisions
This is surreal. I have no idea how this happened but it did and now I have to figure out what I’m going to do.
I feel all this pressure to have this baby but I’m not sure that I’m ready for all of that. I don’t want to put all my hopes and dreams on the back burner to raise a child. I don’t want to be a bitter teenage mother- just another statistic.
At the same time, the alternatives aren’t so great either. Abortion is a huge deal and it’s scary.
It probably doesn’t help that this is coming at the worst time. I have so many exams I should be thinking about but instead I’m worrying about this.
Demon day 135
